Tuesday, January 04, 2011
6:54 PM
Happy new year, am back from Europe :)
So here I am abit smelly after my first run since the traumatising run, after finding and reading the letters and cards I have received in the past 2 years in an attempt to clear the mess on my table..
And I really miss the team... Reading those notes made me remember all the little things we've been through together, trainings, dinners, showering, outings and more painfully they made me realise how different things are between us now. This probably is somewhat inevitable, but I really wish... And I can't help but to keep wondering if I was to blame for this outcome.. But I really didn't know what to do. I wish that I was still important to you and I wish that you are still there for me but I know you aren't anymore.
I wish I could make that gap disappear again. I
♥ you team, really miss you :'(
