JOLYN CY♥
blessed (:

take me to the sky

1:38 PM Yesterday's half marathon was probably one of the biggest scariest moments of my life.. Went to run with Eunice, Amanda and Ais! At first everything was pretty alright we even managed to run all the way for like 15km which is amazing considering how little we've trained haha. Then about one km plus before the finish line I puked but I really wanted to finish it who wouldn't right?? So the first aid person let me go and it really took a lot a lot of effort for me to finish it :|

After that I started puking again I think it was my breakfast and all the water and 100plus I've drank.. It felt so horrible.. So I was put onto a wheelchair and brought into the medical tent and they wanted to give mr a drip but I refuses because I thought I would feel better after resting for abit so they let me sit and drink a can of 100plus. The rest were chased out of the tent because it was too crowded but they managed to borrow a phone for me to call my parents. But I couldn't remember my mum's or my house's number no matter how hard I tried to think.. I could only remember daddy's number cause I just wrote it under my emergency contact before the race but his phone was switched off. The more I tried to remember I realized I couldn't remember much of the day or the past few days and I was super scared I kept trying to find some memory in my head I could hold on to like what time I woke up what I was supposed to do . Then I realized I was shivering and couldn't really feel anything, I was numb all over and even when I bit my lips or cheek it didn't feel right. I really felt so so lost and dumb.. Eventually I managed to get a doctor's attention and I was put on a drip. They poked both my arms to try to get a vein D: I was lying there still trying very hard to recall anything and I wanted to hold back but I still cried in the end and kept shaking uncontrollably. But the doctor was very nice she kept reassuring me that my memory loss was only short term and temporary and after the drip I would be able to remember better. Another doctor came to comfort me and I felt so much better.. About 3/4 through the drip mummy's number just popped into my head and the doctor helped me to call her and explained my condition to her. I didn't know what to say to mummy but I just felt more reassured after hearing her voice. When the drip was finally finished I still felt giddy so I was made to sit for abit. I ended up puking out the 100plus that I drank before the drip and I puked the rest of it in Ais's car but after that I was fine thank goodness.. It was such a scary experience omg ><