JOLYN CY♥
blessed (:

take me to the sky

12:38 AM Have you ever hated yourself for staring at the phone?
Your whole life waiting on the ring to prove you're not alone
Have you ever been touched so gently you had to cry?

Blogging from the iPad haha.. Prelims are almost over! But I suddenly think that mcqs are going to be the worst.. And double mcqs D: and there's still A levels.. But I'm not burning out I think haha so that's good in a way I guess.

Anyway it's been good studying with Auntie quite a few times and with auntie the mountain tortoise hahaha, and Qinying twice! And Jeremy, and Dong! Oh and Teadot really only allows studying at the weird ass table now D: but Starbucks doesn't chase me away anymore so I am a happy girl :D even though I study alone most of the time it is kind of a nice routine now, like I'll feel happy waking up and going to Starbucks. But it's also quite sad, I crave many many food that I cannot eat cause I am alone :/ oh well. But it takes mummy less effort to wake me up in the morning now I think this is the best result!!

Okay this is quite a lame post. Oh today I realized iTunes genius is quite cool it picks my fav songs! Or maybe it's because I like the same type of songs..

I've been thinking a lot again, and they're not really happy thoughts.. Sometimes it makes me feel better to sort out my thoughts and decide how I should feel or what I should do but it's so difficult.. Okay whatever..

Have you ever wished for an endless night?
Lassoed the moon and the stars and pulled that rope tight
Have you ever held your breath and asked yourself
Will it ever get better than tonight? Tonight