JOLYN CY♥
blessed (:

take me to the sky

12:55 AM Survived famine camp!

Visited Jairus again today and he is doing much much better than the last time I saw him, speedy recover :) He is really really strong..

Then went for Aish's chalet which ended with a celebration for me and twin haha thank you team :) And for the hot pink bag too haha omg can't believe they bought it just to laugh at my expression. And the card too :) Everyone loves unglam photos haha.. And thank you twin for the early present :)

Haha I think I've cried at every present I've got so far.. Minus the pink bag. Anyway thank you aunties for the scrapbook and for the mixtape Qitian :) It's really sweet haha okay shall just say it in my reply letter.

But anyway today it finally dawned upon me that I don't know how to spend my birthday haha.. I can't spend it with my family because mei's going for camp so we're celebrating early/late. Kbox got postponed.. And not celebrating with the team like I wanted to.. I think maybe people think I'm spending it with someone else, or no one really cares to be free or want to spend it with me. I really wanted to just watch a movie or something because so many movies open on the 10th. Haha I really don't know who to spend it with. And I don't feel like being stupid like last year again. Maybe my nightmare of spending the day studying will really come true haha sigh.

I know I want to be less dependent and reliant but really I don't think I will be able to take it at times like this. I don't think birthday should be a me day :(

Didn't want to blog about it but I guess I really couldn't help it.. Hope no one sees this in time anyway. I don't want sympathy on my birthday..

I wonder when I stopped counting down. Haha this post sounds like a lot of crap.

This sucks..