JOLYN CY♥
blessed (:

take me to the sky

10:13 PM First day of school and horrible training..

Thank you Simin for the box full of love :) I still owe you birthday present and card :( And Daniel for the disney charm haha. Hi friends go buy eXDee merchandise! Missed DISC but we'll probably end up sick of each other in due course haha.

Training today was so bad.. we were supposed to have 3 consecutive 2k timings but me and Ais capped all 3 timings.. And I could totally feel it, it was my fault. I don't know if it's really just because of the painful stomach/abs. The worst part was that after our first cap, jiaolian still changed us into blackie and like knowing how much he believed we were soulmates and all I really felt like I disappointed Ais and jiaolian. It's a different kind of sucky when you pull someone down with you, it's not just a bad row. And I hate swimming and capping so much.

But a lot of us had a sucky day today.. some probably worse than this so I'm sorry I cried but I tried to hold it in.. all of you brave people :( So cheer up loves. At least we look happyish in the photos (yes what a day to have someone take our training photos) and at least he's a sexist photographer too.

And thank you for tolerating my nonsense loves, and being nice to me even though you were all upset too..