JOLYN CY♥
blessed (:

take me to the sky

8:22 PM I'll leave my window open,

Cleared 179 pw-related files from the computer!!! Cool manz, I win Ivan hahaha. PW is finally finally over for good. OP was quite bad but oh wellz too bad. It's over omg this is so unreal.

Anyway ran ~4km (okay 3.9) on Monday, didn't run 5/7km like in bel's sms but AM PROUD OF THE ANKLE!!! Please give the ankle a pat on the heel (back) :D I'm really quite slow now sigh and after running it started aching again but I will be patient... Monday is like the only day I feel like running on. But no I will make running a hobby, or something, more often! I will run again tmr! 5.2km!!

Watched They Shoot Humphreys, Don't They and it's not often that gossip girl can make you think but this episode made me think. I really don't know how to not care about what others think and not have to prove others wrong because sometimes it gets to you very badly doesn't it.

Watched 2012 with Junru and Jiayan yesterday at Tampines! They were supposed to come over to try my winter coats but 2012 took precedence hahaha. It was sooo long, totally worth the money o.o I still think space ships would have been more feasible though. After the movie when I was going home had to walk through crowds and stand in a crowded bus and I just kept thinking something was going to happen and we will all die, very scary :/ And totally embarrassed myself over eiffel tower and leaning tower of pisa ahhhh.

Then watched My Sister's Keeper with Sihui today after training at cine :D She started crying before me hahahaha. But apparently I cried more. But we got front row seats (yes, how???) and so had to look up a lot so I think most of my tears rolled to the back of my head so I got a really bad headache during the movie :/ It was quite good, the book's still better, but sucks to be a mum...

I like watching movies :D Don't usually have anyone to watch with so don't watch often but yay watched quite abit recently :)

Rowed k2 with susu again today, 11:11! (MAKE A WISH!!!) Our pb's 11:02 now though, last monday I think haha. Then got to row the nelo again and capped so stupidly, sorry Amanda you had to save me twice in a row o.o Seriously I only get to row it when all the pros are on the k4s but oh well yes I guess at least jiaolian believes enough to let me use it.. Then rowed k4 with Amanda, Delia and Ais :) It was quite good apart from the perma left tilt T.T Oh and onto the list of things-not-to-do-early-in-the-morning goes: Running and doing push-ups continuously (Jiaolian's torture today D:), second to taking photos haha. Need to be stronger stronger, and have more stamina/will :/

Oh well my life is so boring.

Oh and hello world, after weighing myself in school today, I have decreased from 40kg again... :( It was a very sad/frustrating/sad moment. I guess I haven't had much appetite recently but stillll D:






















The photo says it's taken in Paris, so it is the Eiffel tower right?

And don't wait for the sky to clear.
It is raining a lot recently.. Having no hopes is better than getting your hopes high and watching them fall smack down I guess, so I will have no hopes. Bye!