JOLYN CY♥
blessed (:

take me to the sky

8:11 PM I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't let go of what's in front of me here;

Crashed dragonboating at Bedok reservoir with Sihui on Sunday! Cause weeki didn't have enough people for training and we live so near hee hee :D Was quite a cool experience!! Even though it was really crazy tiring and water just keeps splashing and blinding my eyes, contacts felt so insecure. And am quite sorry cause there were times when I really wasn't using a lot of strength... but I insist that at least I am not very heavy so less drag!!! (This remind me of bio hahaha) Then over lunch Ben started some speculation over my tshirt cause apparently strawberry shortcake has sick connotations but I will not find out what it is cause I still like the shirt and still want to wear the shirt grr. Sihui and I so innocent (A).

Oh weighed myself at the gym today and I AM NOW 39.80 KG!!!! So close!!!!!!!!!!!

Actually sometimes I secretly think that it will be quite weird when I finally hit 40kg even though I really really want to and when I see myself in the gym mirror I feel a strong urge to stretch my reflection horizontally (not that I don't want to grow vertically haha). I know a few kgs don't really make much difference but sometimes it feels like when I hit 40kg I won't be me anymore like it won't feel like myself does that make sense??

OP dry run tomorrow D: I think I really cannot memo the script in time o.o and the ppt can be better but oh wellz. Hope may wong doesn't blast us too badly though, or like swop our parts?? Will just die if she does that. Still got group item to do zzzzzzzz.

Need to find the foot massager!!! My feet plus ankle feels like it needs to be moulded properly. Been trying to find the foor massager for daysss.

I shall continue the hunt bye!

Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream.