JOLYN CY♥
blessed (:

take me to the sky

10:04 PM THANK YOU IVAN FOR HELPING WITH INTERVIEW TRANSCRIPT. Otherwise I'll have to do all 1hour and 20 minutes plus plus worth of interview transcripts all by myself. KILL THE REST OF YOU!!! (But Ivan transcribes with all the singlish etc etc ahhhhh.) Hate peedubs.

11:14 with susu in the k2 today! Best ever with anyone I think and it was quite smooth although susu had a lot of strength left cause I wasn't going fast enough haha. Then rowed with Junru and we had an unknown timing :/ So sorry I was impatient with you dear hope we get to row again so I can atone for my mistakes :( Then I got into the front seat of the k4 again with bel yanting and susu. The k4 feels quite different/weird actually.. And jiaolian said I have to raise my paddle higher, up my frequency and have more strength to do so etc.. Oh wellz. Rowed a total of (8+8+2) 20km though, longest ever. And I got all sorts of painful blisters on my feet again D:

After water we did weights and I broke down again.. :/ I guess it was because the weights were increased when we haven't really done them since h1n1 and it was super bad for me. I didn't feel like I was aching/used any muscles/wtv and I felt so useless and weak and guess it was counter-productive too, got really frustrated with myself.. Don't really make sense but thank you dears for encouraging me and everything (L).

Have to be stronger stronger stronger physically and mentally.