JOLYN CY♥
blessed (:

take me to the sky

8:48 PM Alexys is quitting canoeing :( Can say it now since she has told most of the team. I'll really miss you my partner :( Muddy, jiaolian and the seniors want us, me especially, to persuade her to stay but think she is pretty much set on quitting already so. We've spent most of the june holidays rowing together, preparing for NCC, and I think we really made such a good pair it'll be sad for her to leave really. But don't want her to regret anything in this short jc life too like what Bel said. I still remember when we pb-ed and started hugging and jumping around the pontoon, and once when I commented that she was heavy (cause she wasn't rowing) and she started splashing water at me from the back and we could splash water at each other without capping haha. And when I felt bad/guilty because Sihui and Alexys were partners before. Really will miss you dear but I know you'll be happier.

Feel like talking to * about this most somehow, don't know why.

I think it's time for a crying session! What with stupid pw, alexys quitting, bad k2 rows and school etc. Keep having these urges to cry but I keep holding it back but it just gets worse.

I miss being happy/in love/something like that, kind of stupid I guess but yes, oh well bye!