JOLYN CY♥
blessed (:

take me to the sky

9:11 PM I'm attempting to salvage my life by dating qinyan xinyuan fangyi xinyan etc :)

My right arm feels funny and I don't know why. Ankle hurting again after attempting (and failing) to run the Northern Trail. Ahh I really really want to run again.

Today is the first day without Ivan for pw and I feel the effects already, because
1) I've not seen any other members online for daysss.
2) SCDF just slapped us in the face and I don't know whether/what to reply.
3) Group leader is useless sorry.
4) I want/have to do work but I don't have the soft copies.
5) There is a deadline set today, and I don't know what to do about it.
HOW AM I GOING TO SURVIVE 12 DAYS!

Training so far has been alright. It's pretty cool to be the only school rowing in the morning (cause the rest train in the afternoon) :) And I guess there'll always be days with bad rows and days with good rows, but hopefully the bad rows get progressively better, if that makes sense. Then there are those times when I feel really pit bottom about training and my (lack of) progress, but I also realised that I cannot give up on myself, even if some have given up on me, and especially because there are still others who haven't :) Rowing with Alexys k2 100m for NCC haha we'll probably get owned ttm but I think it'll be fun.

I attempted to study alone in Starbucks today. Even though I only stayed for about 2 hours and found out I forgot to bring foolscap and couldn't hold my pee so left in the end, I thought it was a good try D: Will try again soon!

Going out with auntie tmr after training, 'dripping wet also don't care', to buy overdue presents! :D