Tuesday, June 05, 2007
11:38 PM
I dont know if i should really go care how this all works out when it's always between them. I'm part of it too yknw, but since a long time ago i dont feel part of it anymore. & i dont know what to do about it.
i think i was silently upset over this many times already, shall try not to be anymore. anyway i'm probably gna screw tomr's master class because all that practice today at home sucked so yeah. but i will not cry [:
& did i mention that valerie sin makes me think about people i should not be thinking about? because she does. & after all that thinking i think i was quite stupid & foolish after all, but still. i didnt know then. right now there's no way to pay back so i guess i'll just be guilty for a while /:
this is sucha screwed up post. no more itchy blanket/bedsheets! maybe i'll sleep better today than the past week & maybe my flu & eye irritation will go away.
