JOLYN CY♥
blessed (:

take me to the sky

10:09 PM this goes to thakshyanee bhuvanakrishna :D i miss you & your laughter so so much! & we all know school's rly tough so yeah hang in thr! [: i love you! april fool's coming!

thr i blogged about you thashi [:

no booking post today :D

but i have ugly red/purple/blue-black spots on the back of my arm or my platform thanks to bumping during volleyball. it's so unsightly & it wont go off!

RS these few days has been very annoying, & although getting selected for 2 topics sounds great, it really isnt.

i think i've been putting on weight recently with all the post chinese new year goodies & the eat-4-meals-a-day thing, which is good right [:

i feel emotional again dang. sometimes i think i rly let down my parents & tht i dont do enough as the eldest child in the family, especially when mummy gives me that look. but i am trying to help out with the housework & helping my brother&sister with their homework, you either never seem to notice or dont feel that it's enough. sometimes i even think that all of you dont love me.

everytime i come in, the atmosphere changes, why?
have you ever thought tht's the reason why i am starting to close myself in my room doing work, listening to music & crying obliviously to you, instead of being outside multitasking anymore?