JOLYN CY♥
blessed (:

take me to the sky

3:05 PM i am feeling emo now hahaha :D if someone like xinyan or violet or qinyan sees this they'll definitely start tsking me.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY charlene, xuanwei, wan zhen & jon goh (:

& HAPPY (EARLY) BIRTHDAY shiyin (tomorrow!) daddy & my darling sister. & whoever's birthday falls on obs week :D

anyway thursday was a very long day. after school it was raining like cats&dogs so we (me xinyan & qinyan (: ) all decided not to cross over to get to orchard but to go to toapayoh for uh 2nd lunch (: which also means i missed my dental appointment.

anyway qinyan wanted to buy some present for her friend so we ended up getting cookies because we were all rushing after 2nd lunch to learninglab, me & qinyan la. learninglab is still as stupid as ever with tht replacement tchr who loves rg girls ever so much (: shall not mention her name hahah.

after tht my parents hitched me a ride to tampines to celebrate jon goh's birthday. & they got movie tickets at 930. oh & i was stupid enough to fall for the temptation to eat ice jelly with cocktail again, in an aircon foodcourt after being drenched in the rain. so i ended up shivering & shivering haha.

& i think hongkai & jon goh are damn gay la. anyway we watched some wicker man show which turned out ridiculous la please. how can nicholas cage act in such a movie. & he died for goodness sake. he got burnt to death. i always thought nicholas cage acted in coolio films & became the hero at the end of the day like world trade centre & national treasure & ladder 49 or sthg.

it was just um stupid. yeah & dad wanted to come fetch me after the movie but i felt quite bad about it so i told him i could go home myself (: & on the bus back i saw the proj superstar results & darren sang ju hua tai la so cool :DD

& now yeesiang & eugene are telling me about obs & it doesnt sound very um positive hahah ;D it's because of the rain la. & yeesiang checked the forecast, thr's supposed to be scattered thunderstorms during our obs too. oh shit?

but i think it was fun hearing them talk about their obs haha. & we are using the equipments tht they finished using la, so they had better scrubbed them clean till their skin peels off! xD but it really sounds very muddy & dirty la. i cannot imagine not bathing on some days.

advice from them so far uh. stay positive because thr'll be times you feel like crying & pitch your tents properly because if it rains you'll be uh swimming :/

& yeesiang says the things we need to carry are heavy. grah.

anyway today i woke up at 530 to send yanshan off at the airport. went thr with lester because he wanted to send her off too. & we were feeling so very sleepy, or maybe i was the one la. so he treated coffee at uh caffe pizi-sthg i cant remember. hahah thank you! :D we had to add like 3 packets of sugar, & he claims tht it's because the coffee's of lower quality haha.

lester wrote his note to yanshan thr because thr were zo cards but he totally forgot to pass it to her la wth hahah.

anyway i didnt know thr were no rg people thr la okay so it was quite weird because it was all yanshan's relatives/friends or her rss friends so yeah. i only saw her for a while then she had to go already. & when we took those photos i couldnt smile at all.

it all really seemed so fast & i felt like crying so much but i kept them all back. & i felt like crying again when we walked whr my cousin went overseas to study. hah here i am crying again. i mean i cant believe she's gone just like tht already. & i know i'll never forget her, no matter how much we may drift apart. & my dear i nvr argued with you, i only argued with her, & you will always be thr trying to calm us down.

i love you yanshan! i wish i could stop crying