Friday, December 15, 2006
2:01 AM
i have been thinking & thinking. & i dont know what i'm doing to my life rly.
well at least i'm glad i've not been too entangled in relationships & all that. it's rly nice to be yknow smiling or laughing at smses, or touched at little things done but somehow after such a long time, i realised it isnt easy to forget, i was stuck at forgetting for 2 years & i think that sucks. & after all that i found out how stupid i was to have done all that to him & how i have tortured myself too. but arent you glad i forgot about it already :D well at least i dont think about it so much now.
actually i think that didnt make sense. but anyway, now i feel like i'm walking into a trap i can actually see :/ & i dont actually want to but the other side isnt budging. okay that didnt make sense too! anyway i just wish it'll open up soon but that's actually quite impossible. right now i'll just stay & wait & see i guess hahaha.
all that didnt make sense to you right! because it's 2.45am now & i'm confused.
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