JOLYN CY♥
blessed (:

take me to the sky

7:19 PM okay i just rmb there's the trinity piano comp on 16july saturday so shit.
oh so it's the trinity college london music comp 2006. make it sound cheem only. grah.

why shit? cause it is hweefang's birthday & we were thinking of celebrating it on the day itself.

so? i cant rmb what time my turn is but if i go out before that i'll get very nervous during the comp & if i go after that. it'll be impossible cause i'll probably be tearing over performing very badly & letting my piano tchr down, as usual.

another why? cause i dont want to go for the comp. i suck & i want to have to embarrass myself really. & i hardly had anytime to prepare my pieces. & my tchr picked new pieces claiming that it would be a challenge to me to learn them within time limits. wow(: if it was some old piece or my concert piece i think i wouldnt be freaking out here.

okay i shall stop it. just go & embarrass myself & find a way to celebrate hweefang's birthday.
maybe we could have a sleepover or sth. that'll be cool.

oh yes qinyan, i talk about quite some people to you but dont misunderstand me okay. there's a difference between liking & infatuating over someone.

ha that was really random really. i think i'll burst soon. but i wont la.

next week - urban hike, math test (!)

i'm alone but i'll be strong! ;D <3