JOLYN CY♥
blessed (:

take me to the sky

10:36 PM haha although piano sucked i think i want to blog about it abit.

like piano on saturday, according to tchr i was ready for the comp but obviously she didnt hold any hope because she knows how useless i am when i get nervous & i have successfully proved that. i suck.

anyway piano on saturday was quite weird. i finally get to play my 2nd piece again! :D i think it rocks so much than sonatas (first piece). but i am proud of myself for being able to actually even think about performing my worst kind of piece (sonatas) in front of an audience & actually through this i improved in the piece la.

& my tchr knows me well. she knows i cant play fast & steady tunes like sonatas but i somehow i can only play tunes with weird rhythm and weird tunes. & my 2nd piece proves that. ha.

& on saturday i was so stress about my comp that when i couldnt play this part of the other piece right i started to almost cry but i didnt exactly cry in the end okay. i didnt. i just almost did. i was just relieving stress. then tchr started talking about how i should just marry yy (random person you shouldnt know). which doesnt make sense at all. cause there is no link you know.

yeah so i didnt get that part of tchr's conversation. & after that there was this confusion about someone dying or sth. & my tchr & her husband got all worried & i was really confused. so yeah weird. i hope it's nothing big.

& now there's this weird person talking to me on msn & i dont know how he got into my contact list. for one, he isnt speaking proper english.

& yanshan, yes it is really irritating & annoying sometimes when you dont know & cant decide ha.