JOLYN CY♥
blessed (:

take me to the sky

2:09 AM it's 2 plus & i'm still watching dby. it's faster now when it's later somehow.

i was just thinking about alot of things while watching dby.

about _(?). whether it may all just be my side of thinking. when i read _, i realised how maybe i was just thinking too much when i was smsing _. & about the pranks & everything. yeah it must be like that. & grah im not really making sense am i. i just dont know why i am thinking about this & i dont want to think about this anymore cause it makes me go graaaaah! i'd rather think about subject combis.

then i started thinking about friends & you know, how they just come & go all the time. sometimes i really wonder whether i really do have friends okay. it's like yeah at this moment you have friends & a few while ltr they dont care anymore. i really dont know who are you know real to you. maybe no one is la.

i want to hug my biggest teddy bear but it'll give me wrong memories.
talking about bears _ never cared about me actually huh. or my birthday.
yeah so maybe _ never cared & i always thought _ did
after all _ is all the same with everyone la.
eugene you idiot who confused me since ages ago. grah.

ohwell. <33! i still love you all lots though.