Friday, June 09, 2006
4:05 PM
haha i was just thinking about stuff & maybe tenjune isnt such a great deal after all.
but anyway, i'm still going to get myself out of the house next week with ccyjie&people, fangyi&qinyan, valerie sin?, longchuan & whoever i can drag to go out with. & go to my cousin's house again. bake my very own birthday cake! & going to sentosa for my cousin's company's family day.
staying at home is like reallyboring & i think about stuff i dont want to think about.
so i guess that's the answer to my insomnia.
i tried you know. i seriously tried.
i used to think i needed
this & then more recently i realise i'm trying to avoid this. i dont need it to live on with my life. maybe i'm just living in the very-long-ago past but i know that this connection isnt there anymore & people really dont give a damn. ah that doesnt make much sense.
right now, i think all i want to do is go out with my girlfriends, shop, talk about hot people & laugh. i dont want to be tied down again.
maybe they're all right. it's the girls-school-thing. but i dont care. i seriously dont.
right?relationships.i'm not into it anymore.just let me enjoy the last 2 weeks(:
& chiong & revise everything else.
right now. things to do: piano, bathe, fetch my brother from his daycare. xD