JOLYN CY♥
blessed (:

take me to the sky

8:48 PM was watching something which reminded me of my cousin going overseas studying& i just suddenly thought that i will miss her alot & i just feel really sad okay.

like i think she has this sort of scholarship in uk so she's studying her phD there & i think she has to work there to so like i wont be seeing her in a long long time. i'll really miss her so much & i'll miss her great english cooking too.

aiya i just feel like crying now which is like so emo & dumb. grah. :/ i dont want her to go. she just came back okay. then in sept she has to go again.

& i went to her house ytd to get my contact lenses (which was left there for weeeeeks) & i saw her & i got sad again.

i dunno i think i just will miss her alot. & that sucks. as in i dont want her to go. not for so long. & its not as if i have thousands of bucks to go over to uk to visit her or sth. gosh i dont wanna say anymore. grah. i'll try not to cry.

anyway i wanted to blog about outdoor cooking today which rocked okay. but i think i'll do it tmrw or sth. & tmrw's piano & nanyang funfair with fangyi, jessica, maybe lester & elds performance with yitian.

& i've spread my dby (devil beside you) fever to my girlfriend felicia!(: hee yes.

i cannot cry now. i want to watch dby. okay i wont. bye. :/