JOLYN CY♥
blessed (:

take me to the sky

6:35 PM im fed up okay. so like get lost.

so today i planned this list of things to do. which obviously have not been completed. or hardly started by now. which is really bad. i am stressed. i am busy. i am frustrated. i am blogging when i am not supposed to. i am pissed.

i try to sound enthusiastic & happy but seriously. im pissed. you asked me to state the situation i am in. i did. then you always question me like i'm some criminal. stop making yourself sound so high & philosophical. & then you comment on sth which is like not relevant. when i told you in the first place that i am busy & frustrated. then you assume that i came up with a word by myself. just because you nvr heard of it doesnt mean that i fabricated it. when i am busy i dont exactly reply lots & lots. so just keep your expectations low to like haha & ohokay. & i am not bitchy. if you seriously think i am/was bitchy. try looking at someone else. i do not think that i am bitchy so leave it at that shut up. then you finally realise you are disturbing me after hours. thanks.

& like just because you all are not in my shoes does not mean that you just take me for granted like some other girls that you know that is super free who goes out to tampines/orchard everyday. you suggested i take 2 ccas. like wow. i know you think my current cca sucks but just because you changed your cca doesnt mean that i have to take another cca. & i do not have time. if you do not get that. dont get it. just leave me alone. i am not as free as your ex or sth so dont put your expectations for her on me. not all girls are the same & i am not her. shut up.

i am sorry im in such a bad mood. i just need to focus okay.
& i am sorry for dragging so many other people in somehow.

today was okay. had class easter celeb & art was quite interesting since handphones were allowed to be on for phototaking. ahha. right. mrs kohby was really mad today. no mood. bye.