JOLYN CY♥
blessed (:

take me to the sky

4:03 PM HOHO(: tmr's freak day! everybody SCREAM! haha. there's like 2 sa tmr and deadline for eng pt and yes. i am dead.

today was horrible. first thing in the morning we got back out chinese results. like i almost failed can. and everyone else seemed to scored so frigg'g hell i just cried. almost. i guess i didnt want hweefang to worry. or sth. it just felt so bad. like. i know i could hav passed but there were so many dumb errors. i hate it la. go away. i just told my mum and she was blaming me over the phone saying that i should have read more and read the newspaper and wad's the use of sending me to tuition. i just cried la. why cant she just try to understand. forget it.

i guess the hcl results sort of broke me. math sa after that was horrible. probably going to fail it too. and the 2 sa tmr too. maybe i should just fail everyth'g and get the hell out of rgs for once. sorry.

i cant stand everything already. people telling me how lazy i am. people correcting my uniform attire. just stop it. i know all that alrd. cant u all just give me time to change. i know im not that hardwork'g. i just want to live through term1 without stressing up before everyth'g else in the rest of the year pulls all my hair out. i know my belt is low my socks are low my skirt is short my hair is messy and there are 8pits in my class. stop it. everyth'g stressing me up alrd. and it's only term1 of some sec2 life. look at my march calander and i feel like faint'g alrd. shut up.