JOLYN CY♥
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7:41 PM 203rd post. twoTHREE(: ooohsocool!(x

ahh. hav been uberuber busy. i cant even rmb wad i wanted to type.UHH.

anw. i finally went for cca. umm. was quite okay. had outdoor cook'g on friday! which was uberuber cool can. like we made UDON(: so unique la. haha. egoego. yeah. n we also had this special chocolate desert. basically just cut up apples.peach.oranges n marshmallows. then like sprinkle melted chocolate all over. very classy can. lol. ex-sec4s came. yupp. we got 3rd place in the end. hurhurs. had to explain the menu n qinyan n pauline was too soft so i ended up repeating the whole thing all over. eeps.

patrick changed specs! ahh. his birthday's com'g soon n it's exactly on tll session larh. dunno if i should get him present. ohwells.

ahh. i cant rmb wad to update. uhh.

shiyin got hardlens too! (X poor her. cannot get soft lens cuz of her eye problem. ohwell. NVM MAN(: we can brave through hardlens together. but i think i braved through it already. ahhgahh.

today's hcl tuition was uberuber hyper.to me. for once. anw. we split into some confusing groups. then quizzed about cny traditions. i know that sounds like.BORING. but i think the class made it very fun. gahh. my grp almost won la. until the other girl group got bonus 5points in the end. n hanlaoshi told me not to CRY. ohright. like i will. LOL.(: i think i should stop being random n cheer'g for the group when no one does. makes me turn red. ugh.

watched inotstupidtoo twice.(: with frens n family. ahh. made me cry so much. n the worse thing is crying n then suddenly laughing. eek. anw. joshua n shawn is hothotHOT(: yay. but i dun cry much at sad joshua scenes cause i know he's really act'g. haha. weird. nvm. i think the whole thing's quite nice la. n uberuber funny. yes. shawn is CUTE(X ahh. cheryl lie n xurui n hweefang n me always talk about them! (: especially dur'g group discussions. OPPS.

this wk hasnt been very great. i guess im gett'g more n more pissed off with stuff. gaah. disgust'g.

one not-so-fine-day;

my dad interfered with my laptop because it pops up alot n made my laptop uberuber lag. n i was really busy doing stuff n trying to update my blog. in the end my laptop lagged so much i couldnt even type properly so i didnt manage to do a single thing at all which was really pissify'g.

some person critisized me indirectly n messed up what i said. called me names n stuff. i just feel wrong-ed la. like. i was just being candid n stuff. n i was just answering this yes.no. question which got some person all pissed off n wrote about me. n some person even lied to me la. n i know it's not the first time some person lied to me. ahhheck. i guess being straight forward's sth really wrong sometyms to some ppl who really mind that much. im just that candid n straightforward n stuff n i speak wad i say somtyms so if u dun like it. get the hell lost. haha. wadever la. thanks ccyjie for like. talk'g to me about stuff n tell'g me how to handle stuff. haha. thanks so much.(:

n alot of other stuff happened on this day. i reached home at like 8plus. very tired. so i guess i just lost control of myself when so much stuff happened. cried. secretly as usual. but nvm.

rs project is really gett'g on my nerves sometyms. like. i dun really knw my new grp members cuz fangyi sort of betrayed me n shiyin join'g esther's sc grp n not tell'g us until esther told me. which isnt exactly good. i didnt expect her to be so materialistic sometyms. ahh. n my new grp members all lives very far away. think sembawang n woodlands. like. i live in simei can. they met up today at woodlands library n didnt even tell me about it until like a few hours before. i had tuition anw. gaah. i just feel bad this wk.

aesthetics tmr! should be bak'g cookies. yumm. rach's cookies were super yummy.
dental appointment this thursday(: hopefully doctan doesnt do anything painful. someone tell me wad color to change to.

go away. bye.