JOLYN CY♥
blessed (:

take me to the sky

5:46 PM sorry i havent been updat'g.
veh busy n just plain lazy.
sch's started.
2oo6's here.
i dun feel like do'g my resolutions.
hmm.

twoTHREE(:
it's a nice maths class la.
but 8pits.
n like everyone else is not bimbo/paikia.
so i guess i feel even more of a 'sinner'
in some sort of way.
sometyms i just wish i bothered to speak up abit more n make frens.
but i just cant luh.
n i ddnt even get a good comm position.
blah. im whin'g.

hmm. can we go all the way back to new year eve?
basically my mum called some of her old frens over.
i thot it would be super bor'g.
n jontan had this crazy idea to go countdown'g which busted somehow.
n another crazier idea to come to my house to countdown.
but he nvr came(:
my mum's old fren's children are frigg'g cute la.
there's this jontan-look-alike!
n his name's jonathan too luh!
he's 12. gg to sji. but he's reallaye petite for his age la.
big difference between the 2 jonathans.

n there's this guy who's gg sec2 too. he was uber funnaye n nice la.
he lives in like jurong. =x
n he's quite shy too luh. somehow.

n there are cute lil kiddies who are all cute.
but when they start snatch'g for the xbox controls they dun seem as cute.

lala. so we played n went downstairs for the countdown.
we were like so in tym!

sch;
lessons are officially start'g tmr.
im just abit messed up now.
i reallaye miss 1o1
but i keep tell'g myself to accept this class.
somehow sometyms i just cant larh.
when everyone turns dao n starts hav'g their own conv.
i just dun hav that confidence to get to knw ppl or sth.
blah.

today;
we stayed in class.
talked n stuff.
had to discuss n present stuff.
when it was my turn to present.
so malu-ed.
misskong [cle tchr] was like.
ur belt is er. abit loose right.
yes. i know.
then she said. sth i forgot.
then in the middle she stopped me again.
she was like.
wad's the use of a hairband?
to keep away ur fringe.
i use it to keep my back fringe away.
then she went on talk'g n i had to make my front fringe disappear.
then later again. she went.
ohyes. there's a new rule in the sch.
no hang'g ur hairbands round ur neck.
can i hav a hairband please.
so i had to give her mine cuz i was right in the front row.
then she demo-ed.
very cool right?
not allowed.
ohwell. after all she's the new pb mistress.

i went to the toilet to arrange my hair after wad misskong made me do.
bumped into fel.
she got the same situation as me.
haha.
so we were complain'g n chatt'g in the toilet.
ohwell.

i just dun like school as much now.
i know i shouldnt but i just do.
maybe i can make do w/o frens.
but i know i cant.
ohwells.