JOLYN CY♥
blessed (:

take me to the sky

4:16 PM poofpoof.

i dunno if i should change skin.
to this cutecool roxy one.
blah.
shall go compar'g.
lala.

nokia shop at centurysq's still not finished construction.
cant get my phone repaired.
dumb bluetooth.

went out ytd with my whole family.
shoppedshoppednshopped.
bought new socks.
funky colours. (:
looked at bohemia clothes but not reallaye me.
my mum wanted to buy bras for my sis!
hahaha.
she's reallaye bigsized.
im try'g to not care about being verticallychallanged anymore. (:

then we went to op randomly.
saw this nice tee n this nice skirt.
mum n i suddenly decided to transform my sis.
we made her wear a tight-fitting tee n a skirt.
lalala.
she looked quite nice.
but i wanted the skirt too.
so we're thinking of switching some stuff.
complicated.yes.
so dun bother to understand.

then watched that mediacorp star awards thingy.
prettaye gowns. (:
lala.

went to sleep.
n knocked my head against the sharp corner of a wall.
i dunno why.
but i just cried. n cried.
alil mad but heck.
i just cried.
then everyone else was laughing at me.
i was just thinking.
i dun hav anyone to hug n cry.
i dun hav anyone to lean on when crying.
i dun hav any reason to cry.
i dun hav any reason to laugh.
i just felt lonely.

mum was being a nice pokk.
gave me tissue in the middle of the night.
then i cried smmore.
couldnt sleep all night.
my eyes turned puffy n ugly.
i got this reallaye painful bump on my head.
everything goes wrong.
idungetit

today;
couldnt make the internet connection work right.
frustrated.
hair super oily for no reason.
just badbad.
when my siblings went downstairs.
i just squat in my bedroom.
n cried again.
for no reason.
im reallaye going wrong.

i tried to find someone to talk to.
someone to chat with when i cry.
but noone.

stuck with tuition problems.
dunno if i should change classes.
blah.
bye.