JOLYN CY♥
blessed (:

take me to the sky

2:05 PM one yr's going.going.
yupp.
was starting to clear stuff in my room.
threw away some stuff i'd nvr wanted to throw.
i dunno if i should throw away some stuff.
like.
my dolphin snowglobe.fromhim.that's spoiling already.
i once hoped that i would get another snowglobe again.
to replace the spoiling one.
i guess it was just my wishful thinking.
those2 dumb keychains that's hanging on my bag.
the day i bought them was so.dumb.
i once hung them together.giving myself falsehope.
now that i've hung them apart on my bag.
maybe i should just throw them away.
like how jie is going to throw away her 2 into the sea.
haha.
i feel weird la.

i know that everything is over.
yet sometimes i wish it all wasnt.
but it's just so obvious that its over.
i dunno la.

maybe i should start trying to forget.
but i know that its impossible to forget.
maybe i should start numbing myself.
with someone else.
but will i?
haha.
maybe i should just be a good girl n concentrate on my studies.

anw.
bought jan issue of teens
realised that dec issue of teenage had poster of takeshi kaneshiro.
but not reallaye nice.
teens had jaychou n sugerbabes.
digressed.
anw.
there's this article on school love.
that's quite interesting.
n is alike to how i see school love.
having bgrs in school isnt that negative.
as long as u dun let it affect u n ur studies too much.
or 'don't get involved in things that u r going to regret even after grad'.
n alot more interesting things pointed out.
haha.

ifeelweird.