JOLYN CY♥
blessed (:

take me to the sky

12:18 PM i frigging cant get myself out of this big mess.
u arent exactly suppose to read this. so bye.
firstly. there's frens.
well. i guess there's no more hope.
and i've a feeling some other people are just toying with my feelings.
well.
i shall nt divulge anymore.
just feel alil sad that people treat me as a.toy?
to just play with and dump away when they're bored with me.
i guess no one really cares about how i feel or sth la.
blahs.
then there's someone else.
who i used to really care about?
now that he's got a girlfriend.
he heck cares about me.
not that he's ever cared about me.
so he tells me he's got a gf.
like that's not enough.
then he goes on further.
saying that i flirt with someone else.
like i flirted with him a few months ago.
i do not flirt.
i dun care if u dun care about me.
i dun care if u date with ur gf.
i dun care if u nvr ever talk to me again.
but i care. when u talk bad about me.
and break me again.
id rather i nvr knew u.
why did u hav to say all that.
i guess im reallay disappointed.
and stuff.
i dunno how i feel.
i just cant believe i felt sad over such a pig.
i dun wanna feel this way.
i felt even more of a toy.
which people play around with.
and bitch about later.
wadever.
i dun feel like typing more.
settling more of the bbq with hk and dawn.
i guess that's a good thing.
just hope 6a would hav more faith in each other.
and help out. instead of just simply complaining.
nvm.
bye.