JOLYN CY♥
blessed (:

take me to the sky

3:12 PM ahh well.
im bored.BORED.
life's boring.
borified.
umms.
so thursday was my dental appointment.
the dentist is alil like my dad.
my cousin agrees too.
anw. he said that i'll hav to pluck 2-4 teeth.
and the whole braces business will take about 1 1/2-2 years.
omgosh.
that's sec3.
ha. im deadmeat.
anw. thanks to yuanyang. my SIS.
he reallay encouraged me alot. (:
after that my cousin brought me to pastacafe.
which is at taka. the cafe i always pass when i go to mosburger or yoshinoya.
umms. yea. i ate baked rice!
haha. finally.
and pasta.
and this cute desert.
shall put the pic of it if im not lazy.

i hav no idea wad to say.
well.
today my brother didnt want to go to sch cuz i didnt go down to wait for the bus with him.
so its my fault.
chatted on the phone with him today.
4hours already.
and i just hung up.
blah.
he was the one who called and chatted.
and he said that im flirting.
and told me to go get a bf.
like.wadever la.
im so not flirting.ugh.
anw. thanks to my brother i cant go out.
stuck at home.
bored.
not chatting on the phone already.
even more bored.
im trying to get myself infatuated with rain.
so that i wun feel sad about anything n everything else.
he says that he has depression.
which is a lil hard to believe.
and he talks alot about his gf.
haha.
i guess i shouldnt be jealous.
ah well.
i wanna go out soon.
but im weird enough to reject tmr and wed's go-out-ings.
i guess im weird.

i've officially completed lester's birthday card!
it's 6postcards long. (:
filled with crap of course.
but satisfaction. (X

umm. wad else.
idunno.
ifeelmixedup.
why do i always feel so falsehope-ed.
one minute. hope is somehow shown.
another minute. everything is shattered.
everythinggoeswrong.
bye.