JOLYN CY♥
blessed (:

take me to the sky

9:54 PM the photo captions turned out weird but nvm.
just want to thank yh and steph alot bah.
especially yh.
it's been 7years le.
and yet we still are such good frens.
we were best frens since p1.
until rumours spread.
i rmb how dumb i was at that time.
haha.
blah.

anw.
dunno why.
suddenly alot of people come to me.
asking about pcs's supposedly used to be popular people.
like. shermaine and casslyn?
yea. it gets kind of irritating.
i feel like typing alot of bad stuff.
so go away.
i've become quite cold with her now.
i guess i just dunno how i feel.
like. i guess pcs people really like her.
they even tell her when we're going back to pcs.
like that even matters to her.
then she comes to me talking about lester and his birthday.
and blah.
i just feel very low-esteemed.
whenever im with her.
i guess its cuz she's on very friendly terms with the guys and the girls.
and everyone likes her although they dun exactly know her.
and she's pretty and all that.
she talks about dick size and buying bras to the guys freely.
and i just feel like. i dunno how to express it lar.
and when i dunno anything about the going back to pcs thing.
i guess i felt dumb.
cuz shes not from pcs and she knows about the pcs thing.
then when she asks me about the details.
i dunno anything at all.
forget it.
all this is crap.
i'll just let it cont t0 bottle up. (:
lowesteemed.
wadever.

my mum's angry.
cuz my room's in a mess.
and i lost the concert tickets.
im sorry i lost the tickets mum.

now i just feel like everything's wanting to burst out.
yet i just cant phrase what i want to burst out.
forget it.
i'll go back to the spastic and enthu me.
the one that lester knows.

anw. rain's hothothot.
blah.
shall post the magazine photoes either later or tmr.
he's really hawwt.
and cute when he smiles.
AWW.
hehs.
gtg.
bye.
rmb that rain's hawt. (: