JOLYN CY♥
blessed (:

take me to the sky

5:53 PM ahh.
idunfeelgay.
well. i dunno.
got back most of my marks. vehveh bad. sighs.wadever.
shall not brood over it. cuz it's not worth it.
hmm.
got snapped at today.
was chest-passing the netball with qinyan.
then jinx came to play monkey.
she's like.tall.
so i threw too high.
the ball hit the lights and then bounced off amanda oh's chair.
im sorry..relireli sorry..
i mean. i felt bad. but i felt even worse.
especially when ruoxi snapped at me.
she was like. 'dun pass the ball if u dun know how to'
or sth like that.
that is MEAN.
i mean. yea. i wasnt in my best moods.
and she had to criticise that i cant pass the ball.
like. i DUN see anything vehveh bad with my passing.
and she was playing UNO. she can see how bad i passed huhs.
and like. i didnt mean it or sth. i apologised already.
and she didnt even look at me when she suan-ed me.
that is like. SUPER DAO??!
wad the hell. i cant believe i hav such a person in my shooting team.
and it isnt as if she passes veryvery well.
its obvious from her shooting practices.
im being mean now.
but i just cant help it.
i was seriouslyseriously demoralised.
but heck. i dun wanna think about it anymore.
tmr's net carn.
jiayous everyone.
dun get demoralised.like me.
hell. i dun feel like posting anymore.
shall password protect another post.
on what yanshan said to me today.
and how i relireli felt.
and. other stuff.
demoralising stuff.
wadever.