JOLYN CY♥
blessed (:

take me to the sky

11:58 PM hmm.
im not posting the password protected blogpost yet.
cuz i feel like adding alot more on it.
well. basically yanshan told me part a of this story or thing that happened.
on. thurs or sth.
which is quite. umm. i dunno.
cant reli say how i feel.
anyway. i just surfed for like. 3mins on the net.
and i think its all reli true.
hmm. i dunno.
i just dun feel like facing up.
haha. i guess that's lame. but nvm.
shant go furthur on that.

blah. i just cant take it when everything suddenly blows up on me.
like.
suddenly. this news comes.
then i get super bad results.
then i mess up my friendship.
and im sick. down with cough flu. blah.

shant talk about results and my sickness.
oh. and get well soon shikky.
we all miss u.
everyone will pray for u.
im sorry i didnt visit u..

yes. and i mess up my friendship.
now.
no matter how hard i try.
well.
i guess everything will just stay stuck there.
i'll nvr be a close fren to her.
and.
she'll nvr appreciate me.
and.
idunfeellikecontinuing.
i just suck.

updates on today.
netball carn.
had to be shooting captain and scorer [person who takes scores.]
great job everyone.
although we didnt win.
but i think we reli learnt alot.and bonded.
well.
no one reli seemed to hav taken note of the shooters but.nvm.
haha. anyway. shooters. i know u guys did ur best.
our trainings didnt go into vain. [yes we TRAINED.fyi.]
yea.

umm.
then i went out with esther after school.
had quite some fun.
we were supposed to go with yanshan and casslyn.
but i guess we just seperated.
went to hereens. n cineleisure.
but wasnt exactly gay thanks to everything happening around me.
imanaged to persuade her not to watch movie.
but i cant believe i spent 3.60 on a cup of coffee.
and some bills calling hk to chat.
which was reli funnay. but esther saboh-ed me.
so that she can wait for her fren.
and onli. SEE HIS BACK??!
she just wouldnt go up and say hi or sth.
and when we left cineleisure.
she called him.
and we saw him going to the food court.
so we were like.
OIIEE. RMB TO EAT BAN3 MIAN4!!
haha. the banmian there is supposed to be famous n nice.
even my oldold cousin thinks its nice.
and he didnt know what's banmian.
but the banmian caused quite a laughter.
blahs. had fun.