JOLYN CY♥
blessed (:

take me to the sky

4:23 PM lala.
drama night preliminary rounds today.
i guess we didnt really practise alot.
and i was quite useless as an assistant director.
but anyway.
i still think we rawkk kay.
although yea.
we werent reli great.
but still.
that doesnt really matter.
guess i wasnt in a cheery mood today.
didnt really smile alot.
haha.
was quite pissed off with some ppl.
who were backstage when they werent supposed to.
and were quite distracting cuz they were looking out of the curtains.
fyi. when u look out of the curtains. pulling it.
ppl outside watching get distracted.
like. dun doubt me.
i hav 3years of ava work. UGH.
im not trying to be boastful.
neither is that sth nice to boast about.
but seriously.
nvm.
shant talk furthur.

finally got back all our eoy results.
im quite okay with them.
but i guess i could hav done better.
especially for el n cl.
cuz i was dam slack for the first few days of the eoys.
i think i only got muggish for history.
lalas.

eng - 51/70
[compo was bad.]
hcl - 113.5/170
[well. i was happie with my compre. but compo and sihan was BAD.really.]
geog - 21/30
[did alot worse than most ppl.]
history - 21/25
[big improvement! yayness.finally.]
maths - 47/50
[yay.mrgoh's happie.]
sc`chem - 26.5/35
[this was bad. din study.much.]
lit - 18/25
[bigbig improvement from every other lit ct.]

okay.. so it isnt really great.
but nvm.
i just hope my gpa would be at least 3.5?
or 3.6
but kind of impossible.
so heck.

lala.
talk about other stuff.
i feel super left out smtimes.
like.
i usually go home with yunxi.yanshan.cc.charmbu.casslyn and co.
but it feels like they dun consider me as someone they usually go home with or sth?
then on the whiteboard.
yunxi was addressing to 'cass n yan' that she'll go home with them and all that.
i guess i felt abit.
extra-ed or sth.
luckily my dad fetched me home today.
otherwise. blahs.
i'll nvr be a part of anyone/any group.
i'll just be a LONER kay.
like. wadever.
i dun feel like trying so hard.
just to get everyone's rejections and attitude.
blahs.
this is so crapped.
iguess.ishouldnthavtriedinthefirstplace.
iguess.ishouldnvrhavrepliedhitothatshout.