JOLYN CY♥
blessed (:

take me to the sky

6:45 PM felt like posting alot of stuff bout today at first. but. dun feel like suddenly.
i dunno. just feel sad again.
i always feel like this dont i.
i dunno. everytime i see him online.
thenn when i happen to be listening to sad songs.
then i just go back to those days.
i mean. not tt i dun wanna think bout 6a days but.
then after those days.
comes this year.
not rgs. but just tt sunday.
jie told me everything.
the truth.everything he hid from me.i dunno. i guess i just deserve it all. but.i just still cant face it.
when i heard bout the news. i was just about to off my laptop.
and then i just went to bed immediately.
and cried there.
silently.
incase my brother and sister realise.
haha. those were.
the lames.
but somehow i just cant forget stuff.
i shall cont later.
dinner now.
yes. continuing.
the bond between me and him was really tt deep.
but it all broke thanks to me.
i guess i was too childish at tt time.
i mean. yea. i was reli foolish.
and dumb.
i still miss him.
but. he wun miss me.
that. bond is only left one-sided.
its all over.
yet im not giving up yet.
no matter how hard i try.
i just hate this life.
missing and thinking of someone who will nvr care bout u nemore.
yanshan. im not obssessed with pig.
u'll nvr noe what obssession really is.
i hate myself for landing into all this.
gaah. i want a 6a gathering.
i reli miss everyone.