JOLYN CY♥
blessed (:

take me to the sky

5:26 PM hmm.
its my new blogskinn.
not finished modifying it.
but still.
aiyaya.
dun reli like brown.
but. just like it.
hmm.
din expect myself to be such a great fortune teller.
i did up this blogskin.
then called him.
n he dumped me.
hmmm.
great.
i'd rather i'd never call him.
then maybe.
i wouldnt be so sad now.
hahaha.
im so dumb.
sighs.
tmr is supposed to be a veri veri happie dae.
for me to get to see alot of 6a or pcs-ers.
but now.
i guess there's only a fake smile left to show them.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
kk.
i hate myself. (:
bleah.
he reminded me of dage.
bleah.
nono.
i cannot cry this time.
im not going to cry.
i think.
ahhhhhhh.
i dunno.
whaha.
im going madd.
how great.
im supposed to be sick todae.
now im going mad.
greeaaat job jolyn.
sighs.
teachers dae.
nono.
dead.
ahhhhhhhhhh.
enoughhh.

WHY SHOULD I CAREE. CUZ U WEREN'T THERE. WHEN I WAS SCARED. I WAS SO ALONE.

THE DAE. YOU. SLIPPED AWAY. WAS THE DAE. I FOUND IT. WOULDN'T BE THE SAME.

jiu rang chou hen sui feng. dai zou shang. dai zou tong.
rang yan lei bu zai liu.
wei shen ming zhao ge chu kou.

bleah.
i feel like finding dage. kor or jie.
but none of them are there for me no more.
all of them are gone.
n now im all by myself.
man.
i hate myself.