JOLYN CY♥
blessed (:

take me to the sky

6:10 PM hmms. realised tt i hav not been updating alot alreadi.
busy or just plain lazy?
bleah.
newae. hmm. wad happened these few daes.
hmm. found out tt im veriveri hot tempered n tt i get pissed off easily. hmm.
have to get rid of tt seriously bad habit.
being pissed off is pissifying [like duhh.] but. ahh wells. i dunno wad im talking bout.
cant believe jon tan DAO-ED me online. he was supposed to be my godbro. bleahhh. ):
u evill kor. hmphhh.
xuefang's nicer. he doesn't daoo ppl. but he's sick. get well yeas dude?
drink lotsa water. take naps for at least 3 hours. like me. wen i was sick. haha.
heard from ruoxi bout some reli weird news from tang lao shi.
shall not trust it too much until i reli get some kind of notice.
yesyes. then i wun be tt disappointed again.
stephh. must cheer up. jane too yea.
u 2 ahh. must try to forget bout stuff to keep urself happiiie. like. me.
as if. hmms. im the extreme kind.
newae. u 2 better cheer up. cuz i miss u 2 joking n laughhin.
i wanna go watch movieee. hmms. shall find time during the sept hols.
or will there be time?
there's so much to do.
prep for piano exam on the thurs of the hols.
which clashes with class camp. on wed n thurs.
shall turn up before n after my exam newae.
GOGOGO class camp.
it'll rawkk. i hope. n i noe it will. hehs.
n fridaee. HE had better NOT DAO me AGAIN. otherwise i'll get yanshan to chop off his head. hmphs.
eeek. wad else. music module's finally over. kinda boring. especially since our com seems to BREAK down ALOT. okaee.
but composing's fun.
n we get breaks.
but dance module's coming up.
chacha. o.O. dunno if i should be too happiie.
hmm. wad else.
tmr's maths test.
bleah. i dun think i ready.
first time im freaking out so much for maths.
bleah. mr gohh! ahh. newae. he helped me alot during tuition.
thanksss!! lurve yaa. as a cher of course.
hmm.
some girls in my tuition class are just too bimbotic.
oh. i forgot to add the word ACT.
acting bimbotic. eww. they arent even half as gud.
so dun try mann.
n some of them are so cockky just cause they've got steads.
bleahh. like. do i look like i freaking care? [yay. my pencilcase.]
im nt tt despo for guys.
cuz i've got nice frens.
like. my kors n jies.
mebe i should exclude my DAO-ING kor.
newae. they just rawkk.
yesyes.
6a class gathering onli in dec hols. cant wait.
hmms. well mebe i can. but i wish the dec hols were here. sighs.
nvm. shall work hard from term4 onwards. hav been realli slack this term.
sighsigh.
here comes the sad part of everything.
ahh. mr goh.
i dunno. sometimes he just seems to regard me as this. lil robot or sth.
i mean. when he writes testi for other ppl. got talk about their life n stuff. for me. he onli writes about studying n studying. its kinda. heart breaking? i've had enough of ppl calling me alien n stuff. i mean. im just as normal as anyone. n im nt tt freaking abnormal.
i just wanna be mee.
normal.
like everyone else.
with tt special tinge of my own personality.
which makes everyone different from one another.
bleah. i feel isolated.
like im some kinda unwanted object.
bleahh. feels funnie.
back to normal then.
had dental checkup at the mobile dental clinic.
MOBILE. kool.
its radioactivee. hmms. according the the labels.
n the nurse was nicee. although i thot she looked fierce.
she din pluck out my loose tooth.
just told me to wriggle it. yay.
ahh. but she said i had TARTAR.
wadeva tt is. amanda ng was freaking out bout tartar wen she came out.
haha.
newaes. dental nurse said sth bout braces.
she din recommend.
but i'll tell mum.
i wan braces.
but i'll look terrible.
hehs.. sighs. but newae. cousin will be raving forever if i dun cut fringe n hav braces.
sighsigh.
ahh. this is long. hmms. shall stop here. cyaa ppl. take cares. germs spreading about. bleahh.