JOLYN CY♥
blessed (:

take me to the sky

7:42 PM er. tt's a weird title. now at yanshan's hse. yays? guess nt tt much. hahas. kk. like. now they're practising their s n d [speech n drama] skit thingy. so. I CAN BLOG. yays? dunnoo la. newae. lets get on with the stuff todaee.

yah. so todae had piano lesson for like. 45 mins. cher replacing missed time nxt wk. n to all those who's having piano practical exam nxt wk. [jule exams.] JIAYOU!!! Go estelle! yays. haha. GANBATTE!! haha. u so pro lor. sure can de. IM HAVING MY 2nd MOCK TEST NXT WK. AHHH. nonono. im sure gonna fail again. shitt lar. errrr. ahhh. veri veri scared liao. okie. relax. im gonna fail. n then my cher will put me out of the exam. noooooooooo. im so gonna die if tt happens. die le larr.

haizz. then after tt went to yanshan's hse. which is HERE. yays. er. yah. so we started without casslyn cuz she was at dance. yah. so we juz did a little cuz nikky n alethea din send the ppt over. yah. so wad happened? nth much. juz joked n plaed around. while doing la. ha. was soo much fun cann. kk. then we had this..corn thingy. which was especially nice. since usually i dun like corns. haha. then there was GUAVA!! n HONEY MELON. [from chinaa. yays.] n most importantly...SUSHI!! jon tan muz b JEALOUS. hahahha. he claims to b jap food lover. err. wadeva.

then casslyn came. yepp. then alethea n nini [HAHHA. nickky la.] was sending us the ppt. YAY-ness. haha. then xuefang came to chat. pestered yanshan for hu she liked. tt's wen my nightmare started. yeah. as in. reli HORRIBLE NIGHTMARE. k. so cuz xuefang came. n then she din noe hu he was. so she started to 'sa jiao' [according to yanshan]..screaming n screaming for her to tell her hu xuefang is. cuz. i think she thot xuefang was one of those tt yanshan liked. err. wadeva.. i told u i am getting the wadeva-attitude liaos. k. then cuz yanshan keep shrugging n all tt. n cass thinks tt i noe hu xuefang is. which. i do. then she came n ask n ask. like. since yanshan like dun wan to tell her so i oso pretended like i din noe lar. so yah. then she started to get angry n all. continued screaming n sa jiao-ing. then i think. [whahas. im trying to act like a psychologist. thinking wad ppl are thinking. i think i am ACCURATE noe. ((:] yah. so i think she thinks tt like. yanshan told me hu xuefang is but dun wan to tell her. u noe. those frens cum secret-ie stuff. urrrrgh. as if. it was jon tan la. tell me bout xuefang. he supposedly gud fren. yahh. then i saw xuefang in his friendster profile then juz add lor. cuz like. he's blog is veri nice. as in the content. then after tt he added me in msn. yah. so tt's how i knew him. NOT thru yanshan mah. casslyn cannot assume liddat. hmms. yah.

so she GRABBED my hand. like. GRABBED. for no reason or wadsoeva. then started TWISTED IT. n then. like. juz keep squeezing it. like. SUGAR CANE. at first i was like. errrr. ok. nvm. juz joke joke abit. tok bout my hand being sugar cane. bleah. then it got reli reli PAINFUL. juz imagine. someone grabbing ur hand. squeezing ur hand. n wad's more. the worst. TWISTING ur fats. WITH BOTH HANDS. its painful cannnn! err. wadeva. i was getting pissed lar. but she juz kept squeezing n twisting n all tt. n she. SHE DID TT FOR LIKE. 1/2 hr to 45 mins??!!!! WAD THE CRAP SIAH. in between i tried to struggle and she din give in lar. N SHE SCRATCHED my OTHER HAND. i was so dam angry. but i juz kept quiet lor. then she juz kept her hand there. squeezing and twisting. WHAT THE HELL. then i was like. typing online to alethea n nikky for help. N SHE ERASED IT ALL. then i sms-ed yanshan, nikky n alethea. nikky n alethea tried to call her n tell her to stop. BUT SHE WUN LISTEN. N U NOE WADD. she accused me of nt doing anithign but using my phone. like. how can i do ANITING when she's like. HOLDING MY HAND HOSTAGE??!!. i NEED my hand to type. n NEED my hand to look thru notes. BASICALLY. HANDS ARE NEEDED MOST OF THE TIME. wad crap lar she. then i was like. what the hell. then started to tok back pissifyingly. then i reli couldnt stand it la. then i wriggled my hand out. n i screamed n shouted at her lor. then SHE RETORTED BACK JUZ AS LOUD. or mebe a little softer. then i was like. going to scream back. n she screamed back at me b4 i could do anithing~! WAD THE HELL. I was so pissed off. i stormed to the living rm lar. then i heard her storming somewhere else. which probably lead her to a dead end cuz she came storming back to the living rm n i stormed back into the study rm. n for no reason. i started scolding xuefang online. k. i reli regretted that. sorry xuefang...reli sorry..i was reli reli pissed at that time la..then. my hands were like. shaking as i typed..relireli sorry xuefang..yah..sorry ah.... then casslyn came back. N SHE LIKE. CRIED?! what the hell. if anione was to cry. it should be me lar. HELL WITH HER. then i was apologising to xuefang. n then continued with the script. which was the purpose of the whole thingy. n she was still crying. like a big babie. n a small princess. seriously. if tt princessy cum i-am-the-best.-i-should-do-anithing.-u-muz-give-in-to-me attitude doesnt go awae. i am sooooo gonna slap her in the face. punch her as well since i'd alredi slap. n ignore her for the rest of my life. i juz told jie tt. trust me. when i am mad. i go all the wae mad. dun try to push me too far. i'd endured tt DUMBASS pain for like close to an hour can.

so when i finished the project-script. then she was like. EDITING SOME PARTS. n guess wad? THE PARTS SHE EDITED WERE like. WRONGG. its gentle jew mdm. not gentile jew. juz becuz mr connolly told us wad gentile meant when gentle jew was mentioned int he bk. doesnt mean tt the phrase is gentile jew. its still gentle jew. like. can u PAY ATTENTION. n get ur facts right befor u do anithing to ppl's work. n she actually rolled her eyes n shook her head like a bimbo when i corrected her? llike. URGHH.

then i rmb near the beginning of the meeting. i was like typing. then she juz SHOOED me awae. n then saed 'I WANNA TYPE. LEMME TYPE.' when obviously we were in a rush. n we needed to type fast. n in fact. i typed faster than her?! im nt boasting or anithing but. shit her. she's soooo nt aware of the situation. n juz did WADEVA SHE WANTEDD. like. WADEVAAAA. urghh. wake upp. this is nt a foreva time dae. its a 24-hr dae. urghhh. get ur priorities rite. im nasty.

then near the ending. she n yanshan had to prepare for their speech n drama stuff. so i typed the rest of the script. then like. she halfwae juz bumped in. with tt 'I WANNA TYPE. LEMME TYPE.' saying AGAIN. i was so totally rolling my eyes can. like. she n yanshan were running out of time. n she was fooling around. like. FEN GONG HE ZUO. ever heard of tt? i think even my younger sis noes. N SHIT. My hand hurts can. as i type there's this sharp feeling larr. URGHH.

n right when they were rushing thru their speech n drama thingy. she was like. "I WANNA PLAE THE SWING." either tt or. go drink water. errr. wadeveaaaa. lik. priorities mdm. urghhh. im pissed, n nasty. n evill.

n u noe wad's worst? MY HAND HURTS N WAS STILL RED like at 11?! WHAT THE HELL. I HATE HER!!! ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!..

talked to jie n kor. cheering me up a little more. juz hearing the 2 of them. so glad. haha. i din tok alot.. juz 2 let the 2 of them tok together. haha. so happie. i guess. i think...ha..im contradicting meself. oh well. lets see. im letting them tok together. cuz like. dunno la. juz wan them to tok to each other more. n they seem to like each other's company. so why plae gooseberry n tok so much. hahas. my heart n hands hurts siah. bleahh.

u wanna noe more? i was sooo pissed n angry n in pain that i couldnt sleep till like 4AM?! i had tuition early nxt morning. guess wad. i pon it. cuz im like. tired?! N MY HAND STILL HURTS TILL NOW?! EVEN WHEN I JUZ HUGG IT A LITTLE?! URGHH. errr. wadevaa. then i was toking to mum n dad when i couldnt sleep at 2am. n they were like. sorta siding her n siding me. like. neutral u noe. then i got reli agigated. urghh. i was sooo regretting i din slap her the moment she tortured me. i so CANT BELIEVE i held on for so long. i should hav juz stinged her cheek n WAKE HER UP. URGHH. wadeva. im sooo not gonna forgive her. noe why? she like. TORTURED me for tt close to 1 hr. N SHE DIN EVEN APOLOGISE VERBALLY. she juz WROTE A MSG IN HER HP n showed ME?! What the hell. N IT ISNT EVEN MY FAULT. SHE WAS ANGRY WITH YANSHAN N SHE CAME TO VENT ON ME?!?!?!?!.. I SO SHOULD HAV SLAPPED HER!! URGHHH. I NOE SHE TREATS ME AS A CHU QI TONG. JUZ SOMEONE SHE CAN ALWAES PICK UP LIKE A RUBBER PIECE OF RUBBISH N JUZ TORTURE AS SHE LIKED. GUESS WAD? SHE'S WRONGG. IM SOOO NOT GONNA DO ANI PROJECTS WITH HER. IN FACT. IM NOT PLANNING TO TOK TO HER MUCH. OR AT ALL. WHY? CUZ IM LIKE. PISSED. N MAD. N LIKE I SAID. WHEN I GET MAD. I GO ALL THE WAE MAD. URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im pissed gal. n u r soo gonna suffer for wad u did.