JOLYN CY♥
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take me to the sky

10:44 PM woahh.. havent been reli bloggin for a longlonglongggg timee. kkies. so todae was racial harmony dae celeb. the concert was kinda boringg. cuz all the sec1s had to perform. as in 'perform'. yeah. like 2 secs on stage isnt reli much. n ppl spent soo much time waiting for it instead of performingg lor. bleah. then had to go to sch at like 6.35? omgg. then ytd i called bunnehh n yanshan to lend me their shirt n skirts. [white. im a rice grain!] then like. esther was nice enough to bring it. but yanshan juz like. came into class. then i went to her with esther's tee. then she was like. comecome lets go change. i was giving her the look. then like. 'where's the skirt u wanted to lend me'. then *gaspsgasps* she said tt her extra white skirt was in the washingg. din bring. OMG. like. if its in the washing u ought to noe. n can like. tell me rite. telling me wen i was going to change is sooo last min cann. i was dam angry lar. then like. went to tell jingxian. then she was like. cover with her white jacket lor. but like. wah lao. i dun wan to go on stage like a freak cann. i noe im insignificant but still. urghh. luckily khunnie had extra skirt. ((: thanks sooo much khunnie. =) lurve ya. muacks. then wen waiting for our turn in the concert we were in the hall. then like. casslyn qinny n yanny dao-ed me. HMPH. they went to sit by themselves at the front then leave me behind. then wen i tried to go in front. they like. totally ignored my presence lar. then wen they reli saw me. they were like. 'ehh. u here ahh.' urghhhhh. wadevaa. i noe im nt transparent. but u dooo need change of specs siahh. hmphs. then i was like. super sad n pissed lar. after our turn on stage. i was like. sitting back at the hall. almost crying lar. then i was like. crying but half smiling at bunneh. aiyar. dao-ers. i NOE im juz an intruder to ur clique. but pls. cliques are like BAD noe. hmphs. wadevaa. i rmb there was a time during pe. need to get into grps of 3. then casslyn was like 'u wan to join US?' as if they were together as a clique n i was juz an outsider. i was like. so super hurt lar. looks like. i reli hav no true frens in class. actually. i dun hav ani true frens at all. hmm. sadd. haha. gonna cry liao lors. casslyn doesnt hav to b tt straightforward n bad n sarcastic rite. evill.

then i went for the hanna painting thinggy. its sorta nice. but the person wasnt reli professiional. cuz like. yah. can tell jiu dui le. dun suan her. haha. then after tt went to the food part at the void deck. then like. casslyn n i bought this..jelly coconut??..err. it was nice la. but i'd prefer coconut juice. there was soo much can. couldnt finish it. heh. then had alot more cute stuff around. veri nice. went to see the countries stations. at the thailand station was nice lar. but the p.i.t. was veri bad. she wun let us go unless we stayed there for a certain perios of time. the other station's [malaysia] prefect was quite nice. she gave us colors we wanted. so sweet. then after tt went back to class to do the paper beads thingy. was quite funn. but. err. MESSY. haha.

oh yahh. i oso saw my senior.. MICHELLE!! haha. CHIO BUU. she was sooo cute cann. so prettayy. n guess wad. i saw her outfit rite. then like. i went home. checked my wardrobe. WAH. i had the same top. haha. part of the top. cuz she wore 2 layerss. yay. haha. same la. so cutee. then she had a green cameraa. nice. bleah. wanted me to take with her. ahhh. i ran awae. hehhh. i dun wanna take with a chio bu. make me even uglierr. heh.

then after sch. had to go for gym nationals support. then like. AHH. i din bring my activity card. NOOOO. i thot i'd try tokin to the cher-in-charge. so went to far east for lunch. long john silverr. saw another senior. but. dun think she reli notices me. heh. then we were rushing thru lunch n rushing back to sch. we RAN noe. uhh. then after tt. the bus wasnt there yet. ah. then i couldnt find the cher at all lar. so in the end din go lor. so supaaa SUAII. urghhh. then michelle came againn.!!. ahhhs. i managed to escape frm her again. lols. but nxt yr. im soo gonna dress up too. din noe tt we could larr. some ppl said can some cannot. so decided to take safe side. hmms. at least i noe now bahhh.

yepp. then during tuition todae. we changed classrm. cuz got alot of ppl. eek. i hate big classes cann. so stuffy. n the rm wasnt coldd. so bad. newaes. ahh. SORRY KAILI! i reli din reli din mean it lar. was juz joking with mr goh bout u n danny.. err. yah. aiya. u can reli blushh. heh. then i was doddling on my sc bk. then mr goh come. help me doodle. AHHHAHA. so farni. then ask me wad. look to 2 o'clock. eww. no thanks. i'd rather look at 3 o'clock. which is at kaili, huiqi n shar. haha. alot of things happened. bleah. mr goh keep calling me cheng yee. susan jie!!! ur influence. then after tuition. kl shar n i wanted to cross the overhead together. then kaili saw DANNY! [mr goh's bro.] she blushhhh.then like wan to go n call him dun wan to go liddat. haiyoo. then dunno y. wanted us to stay until mr goh came down. then wen he reli did. she walked awae. errr. aiyarr. danny n kl. lurve is in the airr. haha. danny looks nice frm far. kl got yan guang. hahaha. then dunno wad happen. we walk up the overhead halfwae. kl went down again. ask mr goh to dare danny come n tok to her. then mr goh dare her back. bleah.. then in the end. we crossed the overhead. AGAIN. n nth happened. NOT FAIRR. i wanted to see some stuff happen larr. hmphs.

then wen i went hm. i KNEW where to go. unlike last wk. last wk was CREEPY. wen i went hm. no one was at hm. i guess i juz freaked out. cuz i was feeling reli sad n lonely. then no one at hm. so i went downstairs. searched all over for my family. i like. went to the basement. see whether the car's there. then go bball court. squash court. games rm. i juz couldnt find them last wk. then later. after walking for like 1/2 hour..they were at the squash court n the games rm. WHY DIN I SEE THEM? cuz they din tell me where they went. they din answer their phone. my sis n mum din bring/ on their phone. they weren't VISIBLE. wen i went to the games rm. i saw other ppl larr. ITS UNFAIR. i almost cried larr. urghhh. i was so angry n sad lar. then was like. boiling with anger. cuz when i found them they were like laugghhing n all tt. then saeing how much fun they had. then my sis boast here n there. totally DIN CARE about me. i cried lar. cuz like. they din tell me. then wen i finally found them. they were going hm alredi. n i walked back n forth to my hse like 5 times? wad the crap larr. urghhh.

so todae they were at the squash court n swimming pool. mum said she brought my swimsuit. i was like. wad time does this thing close? 10. i had onli like 5 mins left lar. urghh. might as well juz go hm n sleeep. urghh. dunno lar. so i din swim. after being here so long. i havent swimmed at all noe. tt's like so totally sad larr. wadeva lar. wanna sleeeeep. tired. todae woke at 5 plus for tt racial harmony.

moral of the story. or dae.

nvr trust anione.

nvr make anione pissed at u.

nvr dao anione.

BE CONSIDERATEE.

learn to be a nice personn. urghh.

byess.