JOLYN CY♥
blessed (:

take me to the sky

12:13 PM oO. realising i havent reli been updating my blogg. hahaa. newaes. i changed the whole blogskin ler. but guess i dun reli like this one..the old one was more. sad. i guess. hahaa. newaes. since i change le. no use going back to the old one. mayy change again. b4 sch reopens.

ahhhh. sch reopening soon..oO. sheesh. i feel so useless. this whole holidae like slack n slack onli. nononono. onli 1 wk left. sheesh. reli dead. 1st wk of hols. spent at cousin's hse. 2nd wk of hols. movingg hse. 3rd wk of hols. spent most of it reading bks. ahh. dumb me. 4th wk..AHHHHH. gonna reli catch up. HmmMM!

feeling so sadd. dunno y. haha. had alot to type but cant remember a single of them now..>.<>
getting reli tired of life somehow. smtimes it seems so great. sometimes. juz feel like shutting down foreva. i dunno. its getting confusing la.nth eva goes right.

when ppl tell u great news about themselves. should u reli feel happie? mebe for them. but. inside do u reli feel great? wen u heard tt ur best fren crushed on ur secret crush. u tried so hard to forget him. n make wae. now u hear ur fren boasting bout her new crush. all dae long. her nicks are about her crush. does she reli not spare a thot or sth? she doesnt hav to b so big about her crush. crush jiu crush la. like. wad's tt gotta do with the whole world. there are ppl out there close to u tt dun hav crushes. n u r making them getting jealous of u noe. i dun wan to feel tt wae. but. the wae u go on n on bout him. is juz veri. arousing jealousy. n arrogant. hmph. dunno lar.

feeling veri veri sick. dunno wad's wrong. still hav to go around helping ppl wen im nt even helping meself. wad crap. feel so zi bei. wadevaa. now sister rushing me to cook for her. ahhhhhh. can she juz stop for a min. goes like. 'jie. go cook egg.' 'jie. do this. jie. do tt'. doesnt she hav abit of like respect not. can ask abit more politely n gimme time to gather meself.

wadeva. hav to go cook their dumb lunch. urgh. respect my dear siblings. u lack tt.