JOLYN CY♥
blessed (:

take me to the sky

5:20 PM YaY..wkends ler. time for tuitionz n piano. lolz. wads the diff lar. newaes. mon n tues no lessons. but got lotsa hw. 5 maths stuff to do bah. n 2 compoz. 1 eng n 1 chi. eekz. self pity la. mondae iz sports fest(ival) lerhh!! YaY! Hadley iz sooooo gonna rawk! rite onions?? (101-ianz) Yeah! HAha. doin mass dance on sports fest. eeeee. sho nervous. can dance as well as kunhang. or alethea. or yan shan. or whoeva else. i suck. yeah. haizz. newaes. hu cares la. juz dance can ler. n rmb the formation. -_-'" Hmmmmm. tues iz the celeb for 0 levelz result free dae. lol. 'free dae'. free frm sch but nt hw. haizz. i meetin up with ann to go buy JM's present de. looks like hav to rush on hw ler..sad. haizz. long time since i went out with anione ler. mizzin every1..jie, dage, kor, ann, dawn n eve, jon tan, yan shan, whoeva else. haizz. feel so despo. to go out. waitin for the june holz. but. wad if every1 buzy again like march hols? then i'll b even more lonely. n depressed. as usual. :[ haizz. tokin bout lonely. im beginnin to feel the real touch of loneliness. it was at night. i was all alone at hm. too late to use cpu ler. sms kor n jon tan. oso nvr reply. k. jon tan replied lar. sae he tired. goin to sleep. -_-'". heck la. juz felt so sad n lonely. dunno y. siaoz me.
feel sho tired now. nt as in sleepin de tired. as in. tired of everything. sch. life. hw. wadeva else. juz feel like giving up on everything. sch's a horror. n. ppl seem to detest me. smhow. life? needless to sae. as sad as eva. kor. nature's takin such a long time. i cant wait ani longer ler. hw. dun tok bout it ler. smtimes in ma n sc tuition. i feel so tired tt i wanna juz close my eyes and rest. juz for a while. fridae's alwaes my most buziest dae. sch. cca. tuition. then prac piano. n in tuition. i dun dare to slack like the others. dunno y. im the 'alien' to everyone. the 'retarded' one. there's nt a moment wen i lag or slack. i dunno y. i juz reli feel like stoppin my wrk smtimes. i dunno lar. feel like breakin down le. yet i cant. stress, pressure, hw. everything's forcin me to stay up. i dun care animore. crappppz.