Sunday, April 03, 2005
12:20 PM
thxthxthx kunhang for cheering me up sho often. ure a great person. lurve ya. muackx. [: i feel sho sad again lar. for no rhyme or reason. life seems to b goin on so 'great' but once i on me laptop. everything stops. depression comes bac again. jie asked me if i still liked dage. i dunno wad to ans. cuz i reli reli dunno la. reli confused ler. then wen i heard tt dage plaed 2 tricks on jie n kor plaed 1 trick on jie. feel so envious of her. nt as in jealous. juz envious. its been a long time since if actually hav a proper conversation with either kor or dage. even online. n dage plaed april fools' trick on jie on the phone. so envious. >.< i m mizzin every1 like siaoz again. for nth. i dunno wads wrong with me lar. then sch life iz like sho sucky as usual. its hw n hw n pts (performance tasks. sorta like projects but definitely worse..) n readin projects n stuff. sho much thingz la. there's history pt, lit project, lit anthology, eng n chi readin project, n lotsa stuff. dun wanna think bout them. report me term1 results bah, for sum assess (summative assessment). eng-16/25 lit-15/25 history-15.5/20 maths-38/40 sc-9/10 chi-unknown speech n drama-24/25..blah blah. so sucky. muz buck up ler. this is sho cham. argh. dun care lar. wanna tok to jie n kor bout me problemz smtimes. but jie seems to hav so much of her own problem. n kor. too buzy with bball i guess. he doesnt reli care bout me de lar. aiya. reli dunno wad to do ler. forget it. dun do anithing ler. i dun care ler. depression jiu depression. hmphf.
