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Tuesday, March 15, 2005
9:21 AM
hahaz..i was so sleepy after camp tt i slept frm mon evenin till tues morn..din eat dinner but im not starvin now lehz..this hols reli is gonna b reli borin..rg ppl seem to b so buzy or ignorant to me..no one's invitin me out..as for pcs ppl..ha..they'd probably forgot bout me le...dawnie's goin out with her klass to escape..leo's oso doin the same thing..hk has bbq with his frenz..jie goin to hav camp n watch disney on ice..aiya..y does everyone hav so many activities? Yet i can onli b stuck at hm postin entries, chattin to myself on msn, doin hw, surfin net..no one noes how sian n lonely i am lah..then recently my mum n dad juz quarelled..i noe tts normal but..this is the first time they'd argue so much n so loudly..! Shucks..im dropping into me depression state again...i noe tt u guys tink tt im alwaes liddat..but..eva wondered how much id wan to b happy n smile frm the deepest of my heart? Yet the person hu seems to wan to make me smile is the person hu causes me to frown..wadeva la..crappin again...i dun wan to b lonely..i juz wan some care n concern onli....wadeva..u guys will nvr care..mizzin all pcs ppl so much...but every1 has their own new best frenz liao..no one rmbs me..dage doesnt rmb xiaomei too....k..im crappy....
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