It's onli the first 3-4 mths n..im beginnin to see the gap gettin bigger n larger between 6a-ianz and me....'specially those whom im especially close to....the gap enlarges everydae...wen i chat with them online..they seem so distant away..n they no longer haf the interest to chat with me le...specially dage. haz.. sho sad man..y muz this happen? like jie alwaes haf on her nick..tian zong hui hei..ren zong yao gao bie..sth liddat. but y? y cant we keep in contact..haix...guess tt lyrics is rite la....feel so terrible again..haz..yyy...its nt fair. yet the world is unfair. haha. we make frenx n lose frenx. how horrible. our frenx get lesser n lesser as our age increases. yet all we can clung onto is juz memories. unrealistic n non-existin memories. easily forgettable memories. hahahhaz.... so terrible. hahaz.