Wednesday, March 16, 2005
2:13 PM
Ann thinks tt moi condition nt as bad as jie..hmmz..then ive succeeded ohx! Ive succeeded in hiding the worse part of me frm them..haha..no one reli noes me...haha..shuld i b happy or shuld i b miserable? Haha..ive got frenz..but not frenz hu reli noe me..ha..im nt ani beta than jie la..at least..jie chats her sadness out...i hardly tell anione much about mine..haha..smtimes..i reli feel like bursting everything out..but no one eva ones to hear....wen i wan to tell jie..she seems to b so sad tellin me bout her stuff tt i dun wanna make her feel worse..wen i wan to tell ann..she seems to nt reli b interested to hear..wen i wanna tell kor..he juz seems to b nt there..everytime offline or nt replyin to my msgs..nan dao wan me to tell dage? haha..tt'll b impossible..cuz xiaomei will nvr hav tt courage to tell dage..n dage will nvr b there to listen to xiaomei..he iz far away..far far away frm xiaomei le....
Haz...aniwae..hope daddy n mummy will tok to each other todae oh...hopefully daddy will call bac to check on us as usual....i miz the 2 of them tokin n laughin together...yesterdae wen daddy went out at night..mummy was at hm..then mummy went out with didi n meimei...the both of them seem to b aviodin each other....mummy..daddy..pls get together again...please...?
I promised dage b4 tt i wun cry..so i wun cry...mm! xiaomei will keep her promise de......