Monday, March 28, 2005
4:53 PM
:/....im mixed up ler..mixed up again... to walk out of this tunnel...onli wae iz to follow him....but. to follow him. i haf to forget. otherwise...aiyaya. can i do so..? i dunno..i reli dunno. kor said to let nature tak its course. but. nature hao man oh. reli too slow le. my heart iz breakin everytime nature takes its time. farster le nature. otherwise i reli cannot take it ler... if i follow him. i'll haf to forget..reli forget everything le. but yet. ppl tell me tt i cannot folo. i will get lost de. but it's my onli wae out. no other wae le. either i folo n take the risk. or continue to b stuck in this tunnel. i reli dunno wad to do le. i cant stay here for long. i reli no energy to carry on le. ...im confused. reli reli confused le. ... argh. dun wanna think about it liao. reli fed up le. im goin mad le......juz realised this blog post's soo crappy. lol.........