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Tuesday, March 15, 2005

8:15 PM

So todae mum n dad still ok..they toked..but not to each other...hmmz...sad..sad..i tried to tok alot..but..they still seem to b cold to each other....
Todae..i found out bout kor..not dage kz..it's kor..another person..kor has mixed feelings..he doesnt wan to tok bout it to mei..hmmz..sad....n jie..she keeps blamin herself...it nt her fault wad..it take 2 hands to clap, 2 eyes to look, 2 ears to listen, 2 legs to walk, 2 nostrills to breathe..everything takes 2..so it takes 2 to b blamed at too!! it's nt entirely ur fault la jie..!!! Reli..trust me..it's nt ur fault...mei mei sae so k? if mei wrong then MY fault..k?? I feel so kaypo..it's like..im bargin into jie n kor's prob..then wen i deal with their prob..i feel so depressed bout my fault..it's like..got 2 probs to care bout..n then they seem to b so sad..then i get sad...i juz feel veri sad sad now..!!....man....i feel lik venting every sad thing out....but how?...im not at the beach..i cant shout out loud..im not at camp..i cant scream out loud..i cant do anithin!! im useless!..like the rock on the ground..useless n hopeless...jie..kor..im so sori....i dunno...i juz dunno.....